Long story short, I moved out. I found a job, though still not enough hours to pay off my rent so I’d still have to find another one to support my living. Only now I truly understand the value of money.
Long story is, I started living with my relatives because of some circumstances. At first it went quite well, although there were a few things I didn’t really like it was alright, I slowly adapted to things around. However, as years went by, our dissimilarities began to spark even further, and it continued to escalate. I knew by then that I didn’t have any choice but to listen and follow, but it was just too hard for me. That house is technically theirs so there was nothing I could do. I know that they didn’t like my attitude, or me in fact, and I also don’t really like them.
I’ve wanted to move out since long ago before I even graduated from highschool, but everyone I know really and severely discouraged me (not literally everyone).
“It’s too expensive, why would you waste your money on something so useless.”
“You’re better off using that money for something else.”
“Hey man just stay home until like 30.”
“Why would you move from a free housing?” (They decided to charge me about $150 a month a week before I moved out, HAHA!)
So I listened, and reconsidered. And now? I regretted. Something happened not long ago, about a couple weeks ago that really lit the fire in my heart, to just abandon any rational and logical thought and move out. Screw money, screw easy life, screw not working, Ima move out bruh.
And so I moved out, and you know what, I’ve never felt happier and freeeieeer. Aside from a strangling constant need of money and stable income as a uni student, and needing to buy supplies, groceries, and cook your own food, everything is there for you to enjoy.
I moved to a share house and everyone is unbelievably nice in here, I love the atmosphere a hundred times better than my previous home.
One thing I can say, I have never regretted my decision to move out. Oh and sorry about the TL, I might be able to start soon. I just have to find another job to pay off my rent, lol (and food maybe? Or I can just live off my internet).
Sorry for the long rant.